FEELIN A BIT HOMESICK TODAY

Hi everyone its voting day and I'm really wondering who will it be. Its a cloudy day here today and probably why I'm feelin a lil down. I really want to go home with my family see everyone hug my grandkids that are growing up way to fast. Don't get me wrong I love my life here with the most awesome husband a girl could ask for but I miss everyone back home. Never really thought I'd miss Oregon but thats where my roots are and I guess getting all of you to move here is out of the question and I'm desparately trying to make my transfer happen but, then I wonder if we move back to Oregon is Robert gonna be happy after all this is where everyone and everything hes ever known is. Is that fair??? Is there a happy medium somewhere? And Randy and Karen are like half a world from me hmmmm.... gotta get us all together somehow. And I miss my dog I should of taken him with me when I left poor baby he must just hate me. Bucky a big 120 lb black lab that was the baby of our chocolate lab that we got the day bj died. Hes really a very special dog to me and he was by my side through everything I was going through and was always so there for me. I wonder sometimes if he seen me now would he still remember me??? I probably would steal him if I got the chance but, no I guess I couldn't do that since he hasn't been with me for 3 years now. He actually could say momma believe it or not and he always sat and watched out the window for me to come home. Booohooo I'm a mean mom. Then I think what rights has Randy got to have anything that was mine but I guess it all comes down to I gave up all my rights when I left which I wouldn't change for anything. I think maybe a little bit of anger is coming out RODE TO RECOVERY!!!!!!!!! One can only hope. Anyway have a wonderful day and don't forget to hug your dog today.